Growing Up In Polygamy

Imagine living your entire childhood without Christmas—no tree, no lights, no presents, and no holiday magic. In this video, I share my personal journey of experiencing Christmas for the very first time at the age of 18. From growing up in a strict environment where celebrating holidays was forbidden to finally stepping into a world filled with festive cheer, this is a story of discovery, joy, and the power of new beginnings. 🎄 Share your thoughts in the comments: How has Christmas impacted your life? 👍 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell for more personal stories and reflections! #FirstChristmas #HolidayStory #PersonalJourney Chapters: 00:00:00 Growing Up in the FLDS Without Christmas 00:02:23 Why We Didn't Celebrate Christmas 00:05:03 Childhood Memories of Christmas and Rebellion in St George 00:07:27 Embracing New Christmas Traditions 00:10:04 Embracing Christmas Traditions Together 00:12:33 Embracing Christmas Traditions: Celebrating Jesus Christ and Family 00:15:03 Navigating Traditions and Santa Claus Beliefs 00:17:32 Cherished Christmas Traditions and Memories 00:20:05 Embracing the Spirit of Christmas Without Religious Belief 00:22:41 Wishing You a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! [email protected] ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

In this reaction video, Sam and Melissa dive into Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 13, exploring the emotional reunion between Meri and her friends who left the AUB religion. They discuss the debate over whether happiness is possible in a polygamous marriage, Christine’s symbolic choice of her wedding dress as a step toward freedom, and Robyn’s daughters’ search for religious community as they navigate young adulthood and dating. Join us for an insightful discussion on faith, freedom, and the complexities of polygamous life. Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00:00 Seeking Happiness in Polygamy 00:03:16 The Significance of Sealing Ceremonies in Mormon Weddings 00:06:42 Modifying a Wedding Dress for Modesty Requirements 00:09:53 Wedding Photography Outside the Temple 00:13:00 Exploring Faith and Community Choices in Flagstaff 00:16:28 Deconstructing Faith and Identity Loss 00:19:56 Mary's Candid Conversation with Friends 00:23:25 Struggles with Worthiness in Marriage 00:27:20 Monogamy vs. Polygamy: Exploring Relationship Dynamics 00:31:00 Balancing Duty, Love, and Happiness Join our Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy Website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! [email protected] ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

Leaving the Mormon church was the hardest decision we’ve ever made. After months of study, prayer, temple visits, and conversations with church leaders, we tried everything to stay faithful. But ultimately, we realized we couldn’t continue raising our children in the church. If you’ve ever felt torn between your faith and your true self, or if you’re curious about what it’s like to leave such a deeply rooted community, we hope our story will resonate with you. Join us as we share the hardest, yet most rewarding, decision of our lives. You can find the YouTube video that Sam and Melissa Watched about the different churches here: 👉https://youtu.be/UJMSU8Qj6Go?si=DNL-HqUR5e4ez_Yc Check out this song that has become one of our favorites during our faith journey: 👉https://youtu.be/mNenYhTNzus?si=ZAKAKEJMyT9zu0cG Chapters: 00:00:00 Leaving the Mormon Church: Our Journey 00:09:51 Exploring Faith and Doubt Within the Church 00:20:14 Changing Doctrine and Temple Covenants 00:31:57 Questioning Spiritual Experiences and Truth 00:40:54 Navigating Religious Practices and Uncomfortable Experiences 00:51:09 Navigating Faith Transitions 01:01:47 Breaking Stereotypes: Leaving the Church and Staying True 01:12:17 Reevaluating Child Education in Faith 01:23:08 Questioning Religion and Finding Spiritual Freedom Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! [email protected] ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #exmormon #exmo #mormon #lds #ldstemple #utah #like #comment #share #encourage others #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

In this episode, Sam and Melissa delve into the ongoing drama surrounding Coyote Pass and its future now that the Brown family has fractured. Kody's intentions to sell the land and how he plans to divide it amongst his ex-wives is explored, raising questions about fairness and control. The hosts discuss family dynamics, Kody's relationships with his children, and the tensions between his public persona and private actions. With Janelle and Meri seeking independence, their respective stances on Coyote Pass are highlighted. Additionally, the episode touches on Meri's newfound freedom, her trip to Europe, and the emotional complexities faced by the Brown children. Learn more about Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00 The Shattered Dream of Coyote Pass 00:45 Meet Sam and Melissa 01:35 Sister Wives Episode 12 Recap 01:57 Kody's Emotional Breakdown 05:35 The Cul-de-Sac Memories 07:42 Kody's Struggle with Polygamy 12:40 Savannah's Graduation Party Drama 17:31 Meri's European Adventure 23:01 The Coyote Pass Conflict 29:56 Is Kody Going to Play Nice? Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! [email protected] ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: 🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2 ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0 🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU 🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0 🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo 🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support