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- What if the fear, chaos and searching all come from one belief, that we're separate from God, from one another, and from the parts of ourselves we were taught to reject? Taylor Perkins joins Jaisa and Rachael for a conversation about union, faith, and the illusion of separation.
Taylor's argument is that the divine was never something outside of us we're straining to reach. We get into Jesus and Krishna, why Jesus kept talking about weddings and bridal chambers, and what "I and the Father are one" actually claims.
Then it gets personal. Reality is a mirror, so the pieces of ourselves we bury keep showing up outside of us. Taylor shares what finally moved a 20 year struggle, and it wasn't fighting harder.
Our guest: Taylor Perkins is a spiritual teacher weaving the Gnostic gospels, the Bhagavad Gita and eastern contemplative traditions into one thesis about union. Follow Taylor: Instagram @iamtaylorperkins TikTok: @iamtaylorperkins.backup
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Episode 73: The Language of Energy - Intuition, Vibration & Spiritual Guidance w/ Sonia Choquette
Episode 68: Do Souls Evolve? Soul Levels, Reincarnation & Compassion w/ Ainslie MacLeod
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They open with Proverbs 22:6 and the Hebrew scholarship that reframes "train up a child" as parenting toward a child's natural bend, not forcing them straight, and how the birth chart illustrates that every child is divinely and uniquely made. Then they walk through all 12 moon signs, what each child needs, what to avoid, and the God given design in each, with real stories from their own homes, and close with a simple way to teach kids their own charts.
If you enjoyed this episode be sure to check out:
Episode 90 Your Moon Sign Is Your Emotional Blueprint
Episode 82: How to Love and Care for Every Enneagram Type w/ Abbey Howe
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05/08/2026 | 1h"No sex before marriage" isn't actually in the Bible, and neither is the single "biblical marriage" purity culture sold us. Jaisa and Rachael sit down with Bible scholar Mattie Mae Motl to ask what scripture really says about sex, gender, and sexuality once you strip away the rules we inherited.
They dig into what "sexual immorality" actually meant (exploitative sex, not premarital sex), how religion has long been used to control women's bodies, and why the body is an access to the divine, not an obstacle to it. Mattie shares her own purity culture upbringing, why "praying the gay away" is harmful, why sexuality is a spectrum, and what the Trevor Project data says about affirming homes. It closes on reading the Bible through love of God and neighbor, raising kids around sex without shame, and a little astrology to send us off.
About our guest: Mattie Mae Motl is a Bible scholar and PhD candidate at the University of St Andrews, a writer, creator, mother, and an openly queer voice in this space.
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If you enjoyed this episode be sure to check out:
Episode 59 - What We Got Wrong About Homosexuality: Culture, Politics & The Church (Part 2)
Episode 58 - The 1946 Mistake that Changed Christianity: How "Homosexual" Entered the Bible
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Subscribe to Spirit Outspoken Spotify PodcastEpisode 92: The 5 Stages of Deconstruction: What Happens When Faith Falls Apart and Comes Back Together
29/07/2026 | 41 mins.Deconstruction isn't a crisis of faith, it's a process, and it turns out that process has stages. this week jaisa and rachael walk through the five researched stages of faith deconstruction and reconstruction, and share where they've each landed.
It starts with the catalyst, the wound or question or piece of biblical history that first makes you pause. then questioning and research, where the anxiety of "is any of this true?" lives. then grief, because deconstruction really does cost you certainty, community, and the version of god you were handed. then deconstruction proper, where you decide what stays and read scripture through the fourfold lens the early church used. and finally reconstruction or release, and the question underneath all of it: what does faith look like when it's chosen, not inherited?
Wherever you are in it, you're exactly where you're supposed to be.
Go deeper on the fourfold lens: we break it down through the hot-button Christian topics in our ebook.
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Episode 80: Finding Her Voice: How Songwriting & Healing Led to True Faith w/ Alana Springsteen
Episode 63: How Studying Buddhism Can Deepen a Jesus Centered Faith w/ Zach Helton
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Subscribe to Spirit Outspoken Spotify PodcastEpisode 91: Mysticism, Empire, and Finding Our Way Back to Love w/ Joash P Thomas
22/07/2026 | 1h 5 mins.Our friend Joash P. Thomas is back on Spirit Outspoken. He's a priest, a public theologian, and the author of The Justice of Jesus, and this conversation goes deep into mysticism, empire, and the parts of church history nobody taught us in Sunday school.
We start with Mother Mary. Joash opens up about his own mystical experiences with her, and how becoming open to acknowledging the saints can be such a beautiful, supplemental expansion of our faith. From there we talk guardian angels, patron saints, and the communion of saints described in Hebrews 12.
Then we go deeper into history. Joash walks us through the colonial roots of empire, including the surprising, colonial era origin of the phrase "the Great Commission," and why understanding that history frees us from the pressure to convert anyone to our way of thinking. The beauty in what he reveals brings us back to the whole point of the gospels, which is simply to love.
If you've ever felt like your mysticism and your Christianity were at odds, or wondered where some of these teachings actually came from, this episode is for you.
Topics covered: Mother Mary and mystical experience, guardian angels and patron saints, the communion of saints, the colonial history of empire and the Great Commission, and rediscovering love as the true point of the gospel.
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If you loved this conversation, make sure you're subscribed so you don't miss what's coming next, and here are a few more episodes we think you'll want to check out.
Episode 55: Decolonizing the Church: The Justice of Jesus w/ Joash P Thomas
Episode 86: When the Church Gave Permission for Colonization
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Join hosts Jaisa Engasser and Rachael Loney as they dive deep into the realms of spirituality, healing and the beautiful chaos of life. From ancient traditions, to modern practices, they are going to explore it ALL! Whether you’re a newbie or a seasoned seeker, you’re guaranteed to find something that inspires, challenges and intrigues you here.
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