Manic in Miami

Saul Adamczewski is a British guitarist + singer songwriter (Fat White Family, Insecure Men, The Coward) and fellow sufferer who addresses mental illness, music, and making sense of chaos using the rawness, poignant sincerity, and sardonic humor that make him the colorful character he is today. Timestamps 00:00 backstage: testicular augmentation, big baby porn, et. al.04:28 welcome to manic in miami! new single "alien" 06:35 happiness + morning despair10:26 "core wounds" early life 12:10 ten thousand apologies: pete's cat, edward the hamster, books16:28 diagnosis of mental illness 18:42 gift of intensity + dark moments21:51 saul's psychosis last year 24:34 a whole new world: stealing, addiction, psychedelic cures29:01 crazy musicians33:12 "we're f-ked, Holly, but at least we're beautiful."37:44 Syd Barrett39:40 other people42:50 goodbye + clips from saul's fat white family pub reunion Listen to his new single "Alien" by Insecure Men:https://open.spotify.com/album/61AruJ...  / insecure__men   Manic in Miami Podcast hosted by Holly Hurricanewatch on YouTube if you preferhttps://youtu.be/lHK69SPP6Ic?si=1rkpXXi22nqnVpZ5

republished PART 1 of my 3 part PSYCHOSIS SERIES. Jordan was a successful young dude in Manhattan taking risks and living the dream and somehow straddling the aspiring artist crowd and the aspiring Patrick Batemans. He shares openly about his traumatizing psychotic breaks, so severe that they mimic the psychedelic ego death sought after by aspiring Patrick Batemans in rustic luxury resorts in Latin America. He eventually left all his invaluable possessions in New York for Miami and the rest is...history covered in this podcast...

This is a great episode!!! *yes...sorry, I posted this yesterday, but I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences. I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression. Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things. (to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) ⁠⁠https://www.segaltrials.com/⁠psychedelics⁠ (guest) https://instagram.com/drscottfisher/ (host) https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) ⁠https://maps.org/homepage/⁠ (Segal Clinical Trials main page) ⁠https://www.segaltrials.com/⁠ a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: https://tucsonherpsociety.org/sdtf/

Details of my most recent hospitalization (released yesterday). And some thoughts, delivered on the occasion of reflection, on personal accountability and responsibility. We must manage ourselves through acute self-awareness and hard-to-swallow pills in various forms. Manic episode switched into dysphoric suicidal ideation, charged by medication non-compliance and triggers. Bipolar affective/schizoaffective bipolar type lyfe.

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. Oops I entered the wrong version of one of my things in the last one! Sorry. Choose your own adventure. https://on.soundcloud.com/sBwZT https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/