In Totality with Megan Ashley

It’s been a full year of deep conversations, quiet revelations, and holy tension.In this special “Best of Season 2” episode of In Totality, we revisit the most powerful moments from 2025, the raw confessions, and Spirit-led wisdom that shaped us. From surrendering plans to embracing stillness, this recap walks through what God revealed in the waiting, the stretching, and the refining.Whether you’ve been with us since the beginning or you’re just joining, we pray these highlights remind you:You’re not late. You’re right on time.You’re not alone. You’re being led.And even when it’s quiet, God is still speaking.Here’s to what He’s done, and what’s still to come. I look forward to kicking off Season 3 in the coming months.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my girl Dinorah Peña for Part 2 of our conversation.We talk through the moments after the “yes”, when obedience is heavy, sanctification feels slow, and trusting God isn’t as simple as it sounds. We share about the struggle of delighting in the Lord, turning away from pride, and depending on the Holy Spirit during times of anxiousness.This conversation is full of raw truth for anyone in a season of obedience without clarity. If you’ve ever asked, “Why is this walk still so hard?” Or felt alone in your becoming, we pray this reminds you:You’re not behind. You’re being refined. God is still with you, even now.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m joined once again by my girl Dinorah Peña, and we had a really great conversation about all the things!What started as a casual conversation turned to a Spirit-led dialogue on what it looks like to meditate on God's word and truly lean on the Holy Spirit, the weight of saying “yes” to God, and obedience.We talk through what it looks like to follow God even when you feel unqualified or overwhelmed. From wrestling with pride to the quiet conviction of the Holy Spirit, this conversation is not curated, it’s confessed and vulnerable, and it’s all about learning to trust God when the path feels uncertain and your heart feels unsure.If you’ve ever asked, “Am I doing enough?” or felt like your weaknesses disqualify your calling, this is for you. God’s not waiting on your perfection. He’s asking for your surrender.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week's episode we are LIVE for our 100th episode of In Totality! I honestly can't believe we've reached this far in our podcast journey, but it's a true testament of God's faithfulness when we obey and give Him a serious yes. I'm joined by my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry, and we have an open conversation about sanctification, and the very real struggle of becoming more like Christ.We talk through the frustration of feeling stuck, the emotional weight of obedience, and why spiritual growth often feels slow and painful. This isn’t a teaching moment, it’s a transparent one. We don’t just quote scripture, we live it. And sometimes, that looks like waiting, and asking hard questions.If you’ve ever felt like your effort isn’t enough, or you’re tired of fighting battles no one sees, this conversation is for you! God is not distant, He's refining you and He is with you.Even here. You’re not failing. You’re being reformed.I can't wait for you to hear this one! Tune in now!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week’s episode, I’m joined on the couch by Gloria Umanah for the very first time on In Totality, to share her story of survival, identity, and the war for her life.We unpack the seeds of trauma planted in childhood, the quiet despair masked by performance, and the miracle of choosing hope. Gloria opens up about her lifeversary, and how one whisper from God changed everything.If you’ve ever wondered if your pain disqualifies you from purpose, or questioned whether God sees your suffering, this conversation is for you. You’re not too broken. You’re not a burden. You are essential to the story God is writing.Tune in now!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.