The Anything Goes Podcast

We lost our beautiful baby boy at nine weeks. This is our story.

In this deeply personal episode of Anything Goes with Anna Rose, Ryan joins me to share our miscarriage story following our third IVF transfer. From the joy of seeing two pink lines and hearing our baby’s heartbeat to the devastating uncertainty of the scans that followed, we’re sharing what we lived through, together and individually.

Ryan opens up about his own grief and the helplessness of wanting to fix something he couldn’t. I share the physical and emotional experience of losing our baby, the kindness that held me through surgery, and why I needed time alone before I was ready to be held.

We also talk about grieving differently within a relationship, asking for what you need, and the comfort of connecting with people who understand your pain.

There is no neat ending to this conversation. Just love, honesty, and the hope that sharing our story helps someone feel less alone.

However early your loss happened, you don’t have to minimise your grief.

Content note: This episode contains detailed discussion of miscarriage, pregnancy loss, IVF, surgery and grief, as well as explicit language. Please listen when you feel ready.

Stay wild, my loves.

A little note before you listen, my loves: I recorded this episode while I was pregnant, before our loss. You’ll hear me speak about our baby with so much excitement and love. I still wanted to share this conversation with you, and to let the joy I felt at the time exist alongside the grief I feel now. Thank you for holding space for both. 🤍

I brought Tamika Hill back on the podcast because, honestly, we had a LOT to unpack.

Months ago, Tamika gave me a live psychic reading on Anything Goes. She made some incredibly specific predictions, I promptly forgot almost everything she said, and then I went back and listened.

My loves. The notes were noting.

From our secret wedding and the timing of my pregnancy to a big speaking opportunity, a shift in how I show up in business, and a very unexpected email offering me money… we revisit what she said and what actually unfolded.

We also talk intuition, self-trust, free will, and why you still get to make your own decisions after a psychic reading. Including saying no when everyone around you is telling you to say yes.

Then, of course, we do another live reading. Because how could we not?

There are tears, belly laughs, goosebumps, and a beautiful reminder to know yourself, trust yourself, and back yourself.

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If you loved this conversation, follow Anything Goes on Spotify or Apple Podcasts, leave us a rating, and send it to your bestie who loves a little psychic chat.

Until next time, my loves, stay wild.

What if your animal has been communicating with you all along?

This is one of the most personal and emotionally significant conversations I have ever recorded.

I’m joined by animal communicator and psychic Angele, the woman who changed my relationship with my soul dog, Zeus, and, on more than one occasion, helped save his life.

Years ago, when Zeus became critically ill and the vets could not find a medical explanation, Angele revealed that he was suffering from a broken heart. He had overheard a conversation about babies and believed he was being replaced. What happened after I brought him home and reassured him is something I will never forget.

But that was only the beginning.

Zeus would later communicate through Angele that I was not safe in an abusive relationship. Years after that, while seemingly happy and healthy, he told her that he would be leaving me before I began IVF. Two weeks later, he passed away.

In this deeply emotional conversation, we speak about animal communication, intuition, the energetic impact our homes and emotions have on our animals, the signs they send after passing and how we can begin listening to them while they are still here.

Angele also shares practical ways to deepen the bond you have with your animal, receive intuitive messages and communicate with them through everyday changes, travel, separation, illness and grief.

If you have ever loved an animal so deeply that they felt like part of your soul, this episode is for you.

Content note: This episode includes discussion of domestic violence, animal illness and pet loss.

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If this episode moves you, please share it with someone who has loved and lost a soul animal. And, as always, until next time, stay wild.

Last week's episode - "The Exact 4 Steps I'd Follow To Start A Business If I Had To Start Again" became the most responded-to solo episode I have ever recorded. The DMs, the shares, the Spotify comments. You wanted the sequel immediately, so I sat back in the chair and I'm delivering it back to back: the exact four steps I would take if I was starting from ground zero with investing. Same format. Zero theory. All receipts.

And the receipts run deep this week, Queens. I open with the two times I've been financially gutted by two very different men, including a story about the decision I made about $430K that shocked even my lawyers.

I'm giving you the five things I would never do with a single dollar (number two is happening to women in my own community right now, and it makes my blood boil), the four steps in exact order, and the front-row seat I had at eighteen years old - during the 2008 crash - that taught me more about wealth than any course ever could.

There's a whiteboard story in here that changed the entire course of my financial life at twenty-five. One question from one man, and everything clicked. I want that same click for you.

Grab a pen for this one. Then send it to the woman in your life who keeps saying investing "isn't for her" .. she's exactly who I recorded it for.

And if it serves you, you know what to do - subscribe (!!), and your reviews, tags and shares are the reason this podcast keeps growing.

This week I sit down solo and answer a question I get asked constantly: what would I actually do if I lost it all? Not the vague, fluffy, mindset-only answer. The exact steps. In order. From day one.

And here's the part that makes this episode different.. I've lived it. Twice. If you've listened to my DV episodes, you know one of those chapters. What I share today is what happened after, how I rebuilt at speed, both times, and why I'd back myself to do it again with nothing but a phone and my own two hands.

I'm giving you the five things I would refuse to do (number five will ruffle some feathers), the very first move I'd make before earning a single dollar, and the free strategy I was teaching from stage thirteen years ago that every guru is suddenly selling courses on.

There's a story about Ryan in here that made us both laugh out loud at the dinner table. There's a truth about the Australian economy that might scare you into action. And there's one question at the very end that I want you to sit with all week.

If you're starting over, starting late, or starting scared .. this one was made for you. Send it to the woman in your life who needs it.

And come tell me your biggest takeaway .. your tags, reviews and shares are the reason I sit my bum in this chair every single week.

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